If you have read my blog previously, you will remember that I didn't know what was going on between my boyfriend and I. Well, now I know. He and I broke up about a month and a half ago. I guess I just didn't know that I was ready to tell you yet. But, I guess I am. I was really afraid of this time, because I didn't want to lose him. Not that I needed him as a boyfriend, but I just needed him. I now know that I didn't lose him, we just took a step back down the relationship ladder, from boy/girl friend, to friend, really close friend. That is the best thing that ever could have happened, no matter how sad it may sound.
I also have had some trouble writing my poetry in the recent past, and just now I have refound my talent, but it is the talent that i had, but it is now very very different than it used to be. Instead of the very organized very structured form that I used to use, it is now mostly stream of thought writing, and despite the wierdness of it, I find myself loving it!!!!
Finally, I read one of the best books ever. I am not just saying that. It is amazingly outstanding. It is the book for anyone who can read, and who wants a book unlike any other, with writing so outstanding that it moves you in your core. It got many children's book awards, but it is MOST DEFINANTLY NOT a children's book! It is The Book Theif by Marcus Zusac, and it is...wow!! It is the book for anyone who likes to taste words, just bite them off one at a time, swish them around in your mouth so you can taste every aspect of them, and enjoy them to the fullest before you swallow. If you just want to sink into a good book, this is the one for you!
Hope the best for all who read my posts and those who don't!
Lizzie~
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Hi Lizzie, how have you been lately? I am sorry for what happened between you and your boyfriend, but I'm glad that you have no regrets and you feel Ok now :D:D:D
Speaking of, I was very busy with school, and this week is actaully reading week... (yayy!!!) so I made a few new wallpapers, have a look at them. I'm eager to know what you think of them :)
PS: Happy New Year 2008!
Well, that is rather sad news. Breaking up with a first love can be very difficult. I understand why you didn't want to talk about it for a while - it takes a long time to figure out how you feel. I hope you can continue your friendship and enjoy each others company.
Sounds like your poetry is also undergoing a change. I'd like to read some of it. This time in your life is full of all kinds of changes. And I definately will look up the book you recommended - I love a well written book!
Your question at the bottom of the page was a very hard one. I would truly hate to live without hearing music and all the sounds of the world. But, I think not being able to see would be a huge handicap - especially at my age - to deal with. I can't imagine not reading or seeing the people I love! It was a tough choice and made me think long and hard.
hello Lizzie !
I've received your message on my blog but I couldn't find your email,
I was finishing with my boyfriend the same time as you ... that's a funny (or sad if you're still in this mood.. ) coincidence .. ;)
write me when you want
Hello, thanks... It was nic of you to visit my blog :)
btw: do you use MSN messenger?
Hi
thanks a lot for your comment... now i have more incentive to make more :) which I am at the moment :) Will post my new ones soon...
Oh and dont worry about the MSN, I just feel awkward sendding you messages on your blog.. lol... and yes, I do want to send you some of my animations. I make animations too and would love to have you take a look at them... now can blogspot upload videos... hmmmmm.... must check that out
have a nice day :)
Kunal
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